Love Brought Me Back

A Journey of Loss and Gain




I AM AMAZED that I am alive.

Given the CRrazy way that I lived my life, the chances I took, and the dangers I brought on, I should not be here. And yet, at age sixty, I sit at my desk, healthy and energetic, as I prepare to tell the remarkable story of these past two years.

I feel compelled to tell you this story because I believe that it will illustrate the goodness of a living God. I also tell it because I still need to process what happened to me and my sister, and to Jessica and Patty.

I see this story as the orchestration of four sisters whose lives became intertwined in improbable and seemingly impossible ways.

It is a story of loss and gain.

I lost a loving sister named Cooke (pronounced “Cookie”).

Patty lost a loving sister named Jessica.

Patty’s loss gained me my life.

Cooke’s spirit inspired my life, just as Jessica’s shining spirit inspired Patty.

We are all joined together—not just Natalie, Cooke, Jessica, and Patty, but all humankind. Our dramas may seem separate, but my drama has brought me to an inescapable conclusion: that we are deeply and permanently connected.

Those connections are exquisite multifaceted pieces, like gems in a mosaic. When we study each piece, we are enthralled. When we step back to see the mosaic in its entirety—the big picture of our lives—we are awestruck.

I am awestruck. I am aware that it is only with God’s grace that I am alive and able to tell this story.

© 2010 Natalie Cole

About The Author

Over the past four decades, Natalie Cole has performed the world over, won multiple Grammys, and sold tens of millions of records in the genres of R&B, pop, and jazz.  She is perhaps best known for her 1991 album, Unforgettable . . . with Love, featuring her vocal arrangements of her father's greatest hits with piano accompaniment by her uncle Ike Cole, which won several Grammy awards, including Album of the Year and Best Traditional Pop Vocal Performance.   

As an actress, she starred in director Delbert Mann’s “Lily in Winter” and co-starred with Laurence Fishburn and Cicely Tyson in Walter Mosley’s “Always Outnumbered.” She played herself in “Livin’ For Love: The Natalie Cole Story,” the biopic of her life, which aired on NBC. Natalie has made more than 300 major television appearances, from dramas like “Law and Order” and “Touched by an Angel” to talk shows with Oprah Winfrey, Ellen DeGeneres, and Larry King.  She lives in Los Angeles, California.

Product Details

  • Publisher: Simon & Schuster (April 19, 2014)
  • Length: 184 pages
  • ISBN13: 9781451606065

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