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It's Not About the Gun

Lessons from My Global Career as a Female FBI Agent

Published by Pegasus Books
Distributed by Simon & Schuster

After spending more than twenty-six years as a Special Agent with the FBI, Kathy Stearman recounts the global experiences that shaped her life—and the mixed feelings that she now holds about the sacrifices she had to make to survive in a man’s world.

When former FBI Agent Kathy Stearman read in the New York Times that sixteen women were suing the FBI for discrimination at the training academy, she was surprised to see the women come forward—no one ever had before. But the truth behind their accusations resonated.

After a twenty-six-year career in the Bureau, Kathy Stearman knows from personal experience that this type of behavior has been prevalent for decades. Stearman’s It’s Not About the Gun examines the influence of attitude and gender in her journey to becoming FBI Legal Attaché, the most senior FBI representative in a foreign office.

When she entered the FBI Academy in 1987, Stearman was one of about 600 women in a force of 10,000 agents. While there, she evolved into an assertive woman, working her way up the ranks and across the globe to hold positions that very few women have held before. And yet, even at the height of her career, Stearman had to check herself to make sure that she never appeared weak, inferior, or afraid. The accepted attitude for women in power has long been cool, calm, and in control—and sometimes that means coming across as cold and emotionless.

Stearman changed for the FBI, but she longs for a different path for future women of the Bureau. If the system changes, then women can remain constant, valuing their female identity and nurturing the people they truly are. In It's Not About the Gun, Stearman describes how she was viewed as a woman and an American overseas, and how her perception of her country and the FBI, observed from the optics of distance, has evolved.

Kathy Stearman is a retired FBI Special Agent who spent several years as head of FBI offices in south-central Asia and China. This is her first book. 

“In It’s Not About the Gun, Kathy Stearman chronicles, with raw honesty, her experiences in the male-dominated culture of the FBI, where she describes being part of a team for the first time in her life, while developing life-long friends.  Stearman provided exceptional service to the FBI and the United States.

In her memoir, Kathy demonstrates the toughness required to be a female FBI agent, while maintaining the sensitivity needed in the oftentimes challenging and disquieting investigative environments in which she found herself throughout her career. I cannot overstate the profound respect I feel for Kathy and what she has accomplished.”

– Tom Fuentes, former FBI Assistant Director, Interpol Executive Committee, and Senior Law Enforcement Analyst for CNN; currently VP, International Development, Morris and McDaniel

“Stearman starts with a recounting of a horrific act of terrorism in Sri Lanka and then looks back to her youth…A bibliophile from the time she could read, she longed for escape from the family farm and found that and more through her federal job.  Stearman’s story will engross readers.”

– Booklist