The Way I Used to Be

A young woman struggles to find strength in the aftermath of an assault and tries to move forward in this New York Times bestselling series that became a TikTok sensation.

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The Way I Used to Be (Collector's Edition)

By Amber Smith

This special edition features a foil-stamped paper over board cover, stenciled sprayed edges, and bonus content!

Amber Smith’s extraordinary, New York Times bestselling, TikTok sensation debut novel “is a heart-twisting, but ultimately hopeful, exploration of how pain ca...

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